I know you're scared. I know that you have the urge to go run to the laptop and look it up. I know that people hate you. I know that you're going to have some horrible times along the way. I know that you're feeling pretty bad right now. The other normal kids make fun of you.
I also know that you're going to get better.
You're going to have a lot of people give up on you. You're going to have a lot of people never have patience with you. You're going to nearly attempt at death.
Sweet Child, this is not your fault.
But you're going to have friends. Eventually you will make it out of the dark place. And you will start playing piano and sing country music. You may even get on TV next year(lol).
But there's one thing I want you to remember.
You are not alone and you are amazing!
Love,
your older self